Tomorrow is my 29th birthday. I am so not looking forward to it. I don't know if everyone has a "scary number" but for me it's 30 and this just means I only have one year left before I reach it. 30 is also my deadline on kids. I have said since I was a teenager that I will be done having kids by the time I was 30. I know many women who have kids into their 30's and I think that's great but that's not what I want. So Lloyd and I need to figure out a way to get that ball rolling and get going on baby #2! I know some people think it's silly that I could just say that's it at 30 but especially with the crazy high blood pressure I had when I was pregnant with Lauryn, not to mention that can get worse with age and pregnancy, I mean it when I say it. The Friday the 13th part of it all used to mean it was going to be an extra special day. Don't ask why, I think mostly just because I'm not superstitious but I just always thought of it as being a little extra special.
I don't think we have anything planned for tomorrow. My mom will be coming over as she does every Friday. I have no clue what I'll make for dinner....it would be nice not to have to cook (hint, hint Lloyd :) ) but I'll figure out something.
Hau`oli La Hanau to you tomorrow. I hope you have a great day my friend. :) I wish you all the best. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday to you. Happy Birthday dear Carielle, Happy Birthday to you :) And many more.....
ReplyDeleteHappy birthday sweets! I know how you feel. I hated knowing I was turning 30, and I hated it so much I spent the first 3 months very depressed about it. I also know how you feel about the being done with having kids at 30. That was my deadline too(even though for a short time I said I would change it to 32,but decided I was done as of 30 lol). I hope your day went really well and I Love and Miss you!!!
ReplyDeleteThank you Thom :)
ReplyDeleteCary~We keep trying to figure out how we're going to make this happen in a year....wish us luck! Love and miss you too!
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