Just Plain Tired Of It All

It's happening again.  I feel like I'm constantly pissing people off and I'm not sure what I've done.  People are treating me differently, ignoring me, going out of their way to hurt my feelings and I'm tired of it.  I wish I was the type of person who could just say to hell with it and be done with them for good but I'm not.  If I were a different type of person, I could easily retaliate and make them feel as shitty as I feel, but I'm not that kind of person  either.  I guess what I can do is no longer be there.  No longer let those people confide in me, vent and cry to me about things going on in their lives.  Especially when their complaints concern people I love and I still keep it to myself.  I will no longer try to help out.  If this is the kind of pay back I get for trying, I don't want any part of it.  I will say, however, that if I find out that people are trying to wreck relationships between me and members of my family, I will not sit by and be quiet.  I wish I knew what I did that was so awful.  I wish this didn't effect other people.  I wish me and my family meant as much to others as they mean to me.  At this point, mostly I wish I didn't care.